My Veins

I can’t take it anymore. Its inside of me. Your DNA is growing inside of me, and every time I look in the mirror I am reminded that you were once apart of me. I love you. I loved you with everything I had. I gave you all of me. I let you see parts of me I was too scared to show myself. I fought for this. For us. Why won’t you? Why just give up? We were supposed to go for it. We were supposed to prove to everyone else we could last. That we could make it work. Not for the baby, but for us. We were supposed to be the couple that kept it together and showed everyone else we would make it out of the storm alive. My veins burn with the non existing touch of your skin on mine. Where it used to be. I miss waking up and rolling over into your arms in the morning. I miss your sleepy voice and your sleepy face. I miss you. I wish you had the same feelings for me as I do for you. I wish we were on the same page. I wish my love was strong enough to keep us together. But you’d rather do you. Thats what I was scared of. I was scared I wasn’t good enough, because I wasn’t. I was afraid to believe it was the real deal, because it wasn’t. I would always talk about how people didn’t last these days…because I knew deep down we were just amother statistic. We weren’t supposed to be, but everything was one sided. I loved you too much. You didn’t love me at all. I can feel it in my veins.

Des

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